So I'm just out of breath now, I'm as unmotivated as I've ever felt on this course because we're so late in and we don't have a level. Not one level. It's been on going like this for so long and it devastates me that I find it so hard to care for my own project.
To go from having this image in my mind of the game and I know it was never going to look the same but I expected something to look at. Everything has taken far too long for the art. The character, the level, the textures and it's just worn me down. I have tried chasing these up and motivating and demanding and requesting and speaking about it and saying "it's not good enough" and here we are. With no level. I honestly hate this.
All I can do now is convince my self not to stress because I know we are not going to be able to hand anything worthy in. It's going to be worthless because of my bad planning and a horrific progression of work although I fully exclude Darren in this since he's been the hardest worker and very professional with getting it done and managing to enjoy life too :)
It just saddens me to finish below my already low expectations.
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